How are we here again? It’s my fave blog post of the year- a rundown of the best books I read in 2021 (in no order, obviously, as that would be near impossible). Like most people, 2021 was absolutely horrible for me. It was a year plagued by negativity and sickness and death and sadness and so many other rotten things. With this in mind, books really became so much more important to me than they had in previous years. Not only were they a way to sit back and relax as usual, but good books, on so many occasions this year, pulled me out of a rut, gave some much-needed escapism, and took my mind off all the pain going on around me. Also, I finally hit my yearly goal of reading 50 books!!! Here’s my list of the top 10. Enjoy!
(As per usual, this list is absolutely saturated in Irish female writers. I will never change, don’t ask me to x)
Handiwork by Sara Baume
Handiwork was one of the first books I read in 2021 and, my god, did I lap it up. A short, stream-of-consciousness-esque narrative, Handiwork is a deeply intimate look Baume’s artistic process and thoughts while juggling life as a writer, artist, and woman. As well as being an incredibly intimate account of her life, Baume’s writing brings the personal into something universal, and I found so much of myself in the text, despite our differences in age and life stages. At times, the personability of the text made it feel as though I was in the author’s home with her, listening to the sounds of her cleaning or creating or writing or cooking. It was a deeply evocative text that drew me in to a place I didn’t want to leave. In short, it felt as though the author drew on her artistic abilities to paint a picture of her life through words that were so, so utterly endearing I never wanted it to stop. I gobbled this text up in less than a day and would recommend it for anyone looking for a truly unique story to kick-start their reading in the coming year.
Corpsing- My Body and Other Horror Shows by Sophie White
As someone who feels very weird about the parasocial relationships between “online people” and “real people” (I am very behind the times, I know), Corpsing is the only book I have ever read that has compelled me to reach out to the writer afterwards via Instagram DM and thank her for everything she put in those pages. Corpsing is a masterpiece of a book, written in essay form and detailing White’s experience as a writer, mother, and daughter who also experiences mental health issues; issues that are dark, confusing, difficult to read about, and for many, deeply relatable. Corpsing is, genuinely, the most honest and gripping collection of essays I have ever read and brought so much comfort to me. These essays explore family dynamics in an unapologetic and visceral way that helped me to feel more at ease about my own insecurities and reassured me that I wasn’t an innately bad person for feeling some of the ways I feel.
Dominicana by Angie Cruz
If you’ve read any of my previous book reviews, you’ll know that I rarely pick up a book for the story and tend to focus more on character development and writing technique. Angie Cruz’s Dominicana completely shattered this perception I thought I had of myself as a reader and introduced me to a world where the actual plot was just as engaging and beautiful as the writing was. Set in the 60s between the Dominican countryside and the bustling streets of New York City, Dominicana follows the story of a young girl forced to marry a much older man to secure a future for her wider family in the Dominican Republic and the US respectively. Despite being one of the more heart-wrenching novels I read this year, the characters written by Angie Cruz are so well-developed that you feel as though you know them, making this book one I couldn’t put down. I laughed, cried, and raged silently while reading this book, thinking of all the immigrant women in 1960s New York whose families relied so heavily on their pain to flourish. A hard read, but a deeply important and inspiring one, too.
A Ghost in the Throat by Doireann Ni Ghriofa
Unless you’ve been living under a rock, you’ll have heard of A Ghost in the Throat and its insanely positive critical acclaim this year. After hearing this book lauded as a “genre-defying masterpiece” by so many publications, I had to purchase it and read it. And let me tell you, pals, the critics were not lying. A Ghost in the Throat is a fabulous novel blending the author’s own life story and experiences with her perpetual searching for the lost life story of Irish poet Eibhlin Dubh. A Ghost in The Throat is a deeply feminine, disturbing, and heart-wrenching novel contemplating themes of womanhood, motherhood, authority, and loss in a way that I personally have never read before. At times, I was confused and at times I was utterly obsessed as Ni Ghriofa weaved the life story of a long-dead poet and her own together so beautifully. A must-read for anyone interested in unique, challenging, and deeply rewarding prose, as well as for those who want more than “just” a novel or story to digest.
The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel A. van der Kolk
This year, The Body Keeps the Score was recommended to me incessantly via BookTok, the book-nerd’s version of the all-seeing TikTok algorithm. Lauded as the self-help book to read if you were struggling emotionally, The Body Keeps the Score was flooding my timeline, making it difficult to ignore and impossible to forget. As my year continually got worse, and my mental health with it, I decided to give it a read. I have been open on this blog regarding my experience with therapy and medication and, honestly, this book did more for me than the two combined. Written based in Dr. van der Kolk’s own research and the research of other psychologists, The Body Keeps the Score details the relationship between trauma, relationships, and mental health in a way that’s understandable, accessible, and extremely helpful. Drawing on research, science, case studies and sociological experience, this book changed my thinking, behaviour, and habits in ways that were better for me and the people around me. Read this book if you’re feeling down, struggling mentally, or want to make a change for the better.
Snowflake by Louise Nealon
First of all, I apologise to any of my friends or family who I met in the 2-3 months after reading this book, because it’s literally all I talked about and was probably my favourite read of the entire year. (Although admitting that makes me feel guilty because there were SO MANY good books this year). Set between Maynooth and Dublin, Snowflake details that difficult transition period of leaving home as a young woman while also carrying the responsibilities of family life and generational trauma on your back. As someone who has also lived between Maynooth and Dublin, Nealon’s descriptions of people, place, and things were so accurate and apt that it felt as though I was being re-immersed in the life I led in my late teens/early 20s. This was simultaneously comforting and deeply distressing, to be honest. Dealing with themes of family, early adulthood, generational responsibility, home, mental health, loss, and love, Snowflake felt, to me, like the more honest and successful portrait of what Sally Rooney’s Normal People aimed to do. If you felt lost or out of place or guilty or lonely while in college- or are feeling any of these emotions now, please, please for the love of god read Snowflake. And talk to me about it afterwards. Because there is never a time where I don’t want to discuss this novel.
This Happy by Niamh Campbell
Coming down from the high of reading Snowflake, I was desperate to read something similarly bleak but relatable and preferably set in Ireland. A friend of mine recommended This Happy by Niamh Campbell and, like Snowflake, I absolutely ate it up. Written as a reflective novel detailing the juxtaposition of the present and past in the life of a young Irish woman (surprise surprise, I said I’d literally never change) This Happy is a unique, personable, and almost voyeuristic account of the protagonist’s short love affair with a much older, married man. This book is written in a chaotic and detailed way that is so beautifully evocative that you can almost smell and taste the words on the page. Despite not having much of a plot, the writing style, metaphors, character development, and allusions are stunning and make the book come alive. While reading, I both loved and hated the protagonist, seeing so much of myself in her while simultaneously being disgusted by her. All in all, this is a deeply intimate look at a short but impactful love affair and was unlike anything else I read this year. (Thanks for the rec, Declan!)
No One is Talking About This by Patricia Lockwood
I first heard about No One is Talking About This on Blindboy Boatclub’s podcast and thought it sounded quite Baudrillardian so I just had to give it a go- there are few things I love quite as much as freaking myself out about the fact we probably live in a simulation and nothing is real, after all! Written as a long series of Facebook-status-like paragraphs and split into two parts, No One is Talking About This is a truly unique story that blends internet culture and Twitter-esque writing with a deeply human storyline that poses questions of reality vs internet, humanity vs technology, love vs loss, and so much more. I found the style of this book a little difficult at first, but as I got more into it, it was impossible to put down and I finished it in about three days. While I can’t say much (I don’t want to ruin the plot), this text blends an extremely interesting writing style with a heart wrenching and shocking plot to produce a work that is genre-busting, unique, and highly innovative- something to read if you want to be exposed to the limitless possibilities and potential future of modern novel writing.
The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid
Drama? Yes. Glamour? Yes. A massively shocking twist and decades-long lesbian love affair? Yes. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo is one of the most engaging, interesting, and binge-worthy novels I’ve ever read, with its popularity fully deserved in my opinion. Written as a biographical account of a fictional actresses life before she dies, The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo builds the character of Evelyn up to be one that is interesting, alluring, multi-faceted, and deeply, deeply captivating. From accounts of wild parties in the 80s to anecdotes explaining the legal issues and horrific discrimination faced by the LGBTQ+ community throughout the 50s-00s, The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo is, at its heart, part cultural commentary, part same-sex love story. This book is written in easy English and is as heartbreaking as it is hilarious. I’ve never read a love story formulated in this way with such care, consideration, and thought on the part of the author, and I really, really enjoyed this book for its plot, characters, and comfort-read effect. Whether you’re an established reader or don’t read much at all; this book is one for you.
Acts of Desperation by Megan Nolan
(Trigger Warning for Content Below)
All too often, books about abusive or toxic relationships focus on the harsh words said, punches thrown, or control excerpted. While these are all, obviously, parts of abuse, not many novels focus on the more subtle and “beneath the surface” types of abuse that can arise in relationships, especially between younger couples. I finished Acts of Desperation at 2am last night, unable to put the damn thing down after starting it earlier in the day and being utterly obsessed. This book details the entirety of the relationship between the protagonist and her boyfriend, from the first flushes of romance to the couple’s ultimate demise. With themes of self-harm, addiction, control, gaslighting, rape, and manipulation, this was a deeply uncomfortable read that low-key triggered me at times but, nonetheless, was utterly incredible and important to read. Hailed as an “anti-love” novel, Acts of Desperation lays bare the frailty of mental health, humanity, and love, and how quickly and quietly another person can strip you down to the worst version of yourself without you knowing it.
While I’ll never apologise for my top picks of the year, I do know that my favourite books of 2021 this year are very Irish, very white, and very cis-female. For that reason, I want to give some honourable mentions below of books that I loved but didn’t quite make the cut and while I’m doing that, ask- what were your favourite books of the year?
Thanks for reading as always, loves, and Happy New Year!
-Avril xo
Honourable Mentions:
–Hood Feminism by Mikki Kendall
-American Dirt by Jeanine Cummins
-Skin by EM Reapy
-Queer Love by Various Authors
-The Vanishing Half by Brit Bennett
-The Midnight Library by Matt Haig
-Beautiful Noise by Helen Seymour
-56 Days by Catherine Ryan Howard
-The Buddha in the Attic by Julie Otsuka
-Anxious People by Fredrik Backman